Since i lost her in my life .

I lost my direction and i dont know what to do .

Seriusly love is killing me . 

Start from now on i think that its is more bettr if i be single .

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aku rasa lebih baik aku mendiamkan diri dari semua org ..

its time to be alone .

serius aku takut berubah kembali jadi diri aku yang lama .

yes i am not a good guy .. not a guy that girl dreaming off evrydy ..

i try so hard to change my life style .. yes i did it .

i just wanna says sorry if i hurt anybody feeling reading my entry ..

i feel hurt to much before this and that is the last ..

i dont wanna feel like that again ..

i like someone .. but i comfirm her love is not for me ..

sorry i just dont wanna tell you who this girl..

i love her before  

and i admire her to much seriusly ..

but now i dont know why that i am not a strong boy like before that did not scare being hurt by someone